Insomnia.
I hate staying up late sometimes cause it causes me to think and reflect usually on things I don’t really like thinking about. Tonight’s topic, relationships.
Relationships are supposed to be a beautiful thing, right? Generally yes they are. A good friend once told me that when you’re in a relationship you should be working together for the greatest end goal; this goal could be a friendship, courtship, marriage, etc. Typically though we’re talking about marriage. Yeah I said it, marriage (whoa there!), but it’s true.
Around this age I feel most people want to find themselves cause somewhere along the way they lost themselves. They may have lost themselves in a prior relationship that didn’t work out. They may have lost themselves in another person entirely trying to fit the mold of what their significant other wanted and not what they wanted. Or maybe they just never had themselves to begin with. Whatever the reason is we’re always looking to find ourselves.
Finding ourselves isn’t easy. We are at a point in our lives where the crossroads seem infinite. Questions arise such as: When will I get out of school? Where will I work? What am I going to do? What if I can’t make it? Is there a God? Am I happy with who I am? We seek for so much wisdom yet no one but ourselves can answer these types of questions. No one can make the decisions for us except for us. Many times we have to take a step back and look at the bigger picture and just look. We look to see where we we’re in the picture. We look to see where we are in the picture. We look to see where we want to be in the picture. We have to look and see where our best fit is. No one can look to anyone else but themselves to pick which path they will take when the crossroads come. Sooner or later we all find ourselves but we cannot force the issue to find it any quicker than it is planned to.
… whoa it’s totally 3:11am. I’ll continue this later.
